Hm.

Once again, it's been forever since I've posted (as if anyone actually cares). Lately, I've been feeling pretty down about everything. Mainly my body and my general being. I don't know. I've just been thinking that I hate my existence more than usual. I just feel like I'll never be happy with the way I look and it pisses me off to no end. I try to exercise as much as possible and I don't eat 24/7 but shit just doesn't work. Fuck this life. Anyway, there's also this guy. But I'm not going to get into that. Why? Because it's fucking pathetic. I am a fucking pathetic human being. Fucking hell. In other news, classes are okay. I'm taking Italian and that's pretty exciting. I know for a fact that this semester will go much better than the last. I think I need to change myself. A lot.